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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2004|08:19 pm]
I have my reasons...







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(no subject) [Oct. 18th, 2004|01:07 am]
"'Yeah..' he said, '..they're nice looking.' He layed back to admire the stars. Looking up at the empty sky, he realized things couldn't have felt anymore wrong."
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(no subject) [Oct. 8th, 2004|05:37 am]
Well, I guess it's been awhile since I updated.. Sorry. I've been busy I guess.

Oct 2. )
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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2004|05:44 pm]
[Current Music |Senses Fail- Tie Her Down]

Lack of Updates Due to Lack of Eventful Life.

Mmm.. Wednesday I went to Best Buy to get Senses Fail's new CD, and I happened upon HIM's new CD, which I didn't even know existed. But I got both of them because they're great bands.

Senses Fail- Let It Enfold You
Completely wonderful CD, it sounds like an extension of the first one [From The Depths of Dreams], which is to say their sound hasn't changed, but it's not old and repetitive. Same awesome band, new riffs and lyrics.

HIM- Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights
It sounds like their last CD, and maybe the one before that. I mean.. it sounds just like it, as if they took the same songs and just recorded over them with new lyrics. Really.

My dad's on his way to pick my sister and me up for the weekend.. So yeah. ♥
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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2004|03:56 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]

Blah.. we got report cards today, it was so much better than I expected, too. ♥ I already knew I was gonna fail English, because we were reading The Scarlet Pimpernel, and I decided ahead of time that I was NOT reading that book, it's horrible. Soo yeah.. and my parents already knew that my grade was horrible in that class too, so they're not mad..

German 1- 98 Conduct: E Absences: 2
Algebra 1- 94 Conduct: E Absences: 2
Biology 1 H- 90 Conduct: S Absences: 2
English 1 H- 65 Conduct: S Absences: 2
AAS H- 81 Conduct: S Absences: 2
Ath. 1 Track- 100 Conduct: E Absences: 2

I think I'm doing well.. So now the only reason I'm grounded is that the house is a mess, but I'll be taking care of that today if I have enough time after projects and homework.
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(no subject) [Sep. 19th, 2004|01:03 am]
[Current Mood | worried]
[Current Music |Tsunami Bomb- The Simple Truth]

Homecoming: Summed Up )

The Rest of My Life )
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(no subject) [Sep. 18th, 2004|07:21 am]
Today is the homecoming dance, I don't feel like going but I've bailed out of doing so many things with/for Missy, I'd just feel like a bitch if I did that.

Lately, I feel... not well. I'm hungry a lot, but the thought of food makes me want to vomit. Then I decide that I have to eat, because I'm not into starving my body and stuff. So I try to eat, but after the first bite I feel sick. So I don't eat, but I'm still hungry. D:

Then when I'm in the shower, the hot water and/or the steam from the hot water makes me nauseous and dizzy, so now I take cold showers, which are horrible anyways.

It's just not good.
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(no subject) [Sep. 15th, 2004|10:53 pm]
[Current Mood | giggly]
[Current Music |Tsunami Bomb- Russian Roulette]

Umm.. Missy might [probably does] have tuberculosis, which I must say sucks. Thank God she's still coming to homecoming with me. Heh, Rachel and I talked to Randon again today. That's always fun... The lights went off at school today while I was in track. We were in the weight room when it happened and I got hit in the head with a bar and weights totaling 90 pounds. Oh, it was great.

My English teacher doesn't like me. Everytime I do something wrong, or don't do something that I should have done, she calls my mom. Hey.. wtf? She calls like 3 times a week.. and if you haven't figured it out yet, that's why I'm always grounded.

Well we had this paper due today, and she called my house just to remind me to do it, how sweet? Then she told my mom that she'd grade mine first and call her with the grade, and my mom's threatening me with extra grounding time if I didn't do well on it. I'm shaking in my skivvies!

I've recognized the awesomeness in Tony and Joey, at last. Ohdear, they're really great kids. I mean great. I think I should move to St. Charles, Illinois, because, evidently, that's where a majority of the cooler* population of American children dwells.

*Cooler by my definition, duhh. ♥
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2004|11:01 pm]
I've been invited to live in Danny's closet with Ed and Dil in Ohio. ♥ Yippeee ^_^ Sounds like a good life to me. Ed's a nudist ::blushes::

I feel like a bitch; I had the displeasure of denying one of my good friends my company to a highschool social gathering. And now of course there's this odd kind of tension between us. I really hate those odd kind of tensions. But now I have one, so hurrah.

I connected with at least 3 people today in ways I would have never fathomed from those specific people, but I'm glad it happened because I feel pretty rad about a whole lot of stuff now.. I think I'm coming to the realization that I don't rock so much that I don't need people at all. Apparently I need at least 3.

I've also realized that I have bad habits of making tangent speeches in casual conversation. Oh, bother..

Besides that:
I'm still grounded and
My mom's talking about moving to Montana.
Missy gave me a badass Power Ranger ring.
I met Adam Jiminez and finally figured out
that the reason he stares at me so much during Algebra is because he knows my sister, which is a good thing because that kid gives me the creeps.
DannyMac and I are on speaking terms again.

Pretty formless post but those are the things I can remember about today, so apparently they're important. ♥
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2004|07:18 pm]
Haha, guess what?.. Wait for it...





I'M GROUNDED! Haha, ohman. And it promises to be at least 2 weeks, I think.. ♥
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(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2004|08:46 pm]
[Current Mood | apathetic]
[Current Music |lostprophets- Hello, Again]

:X I'm ungrounded.. but for how long? Hah. Anyways. I'm sick, been sick since Wednesday afternoon. Stayed home from school Thursday and Friday. When I got on the 'net today and then on AIM, at least 10 people IMed me- "were th fuk have u been?!" It made me feel pretty good to know that people care about me?

My mom and dad think I'm gay. That's cute? I guess with the way they were raised, there's perfectly good reason for that, but dare I say things are different now? I feel a bit apathetic right now, so I don't remember what I was planning on writing. Pfft.. ♥
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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2004|04:24 pm]
My dad decided to go on an "Invasion of Lindsey's Privacy: 2" based on.. nothing. Hmm.. so I've decided to deactivate myself for a few days, maybe.. because I don't really appreciate it when he puts keyloggers all over my computer and those things that take intervaled screenshots. Really, it pisses me off. So I may be back on Thursday, unless something comes up, such as additional grounding or something of the sort.


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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2004|11:33 am]
[Current Mood | pissed off]
[Current Music |The Juliana Theory- Liability]

I just got off the phone with my dad..

Him: You'll be coming to my house during the week.
Me: Why?
Him: Why do you think?
Me: Um.. I don't know.. why?
Him: Are you on the computer?
Me: No.. [That was a lie.. but anyways.]
Him: Why not?
Me: Am I supposed to be?
Him: No, why aren't you?
Me: Because I'm grounded..
Him: Why are you grounded?
Me: Because I missed the bus.
Him: Why'd you miss the bus?
Me: Because I forgot to type a paper.
Him: Why'd you forget to type the paper?
Me: I don't know.
Him: Why'd you forget to type the paper?
Me: I don't know.
Him: Because you were too pre-occupied with something else. [In reference to the computer.]
Me: I don't think so, but you're the boss, so your word wins, huh? ::click::

The "::click::" part was probably a really bad thing to do, my dad doesn't take well to rebellious kids. I expect extra grounding now.
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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2004|10:38 am]
[Current Music |Rufio- Road to Recovery]

Today I went to the mall with my sister and mom, because I needed more jeans. We were there from 3 'til 9pm.

The Good. )

The Bad. )
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(no subject) [Aug. 27th, 2004|06:20 pm]
[Current Mood |angsty]

Pahh, I'm grounded. At least for this weekend, though it may be extended, and probably will because my mom doesn't seem to like me.

Edit: Added Vent. )

Annnd, I'm really bummed because tonight Tsunami Bomb is playing a show with a fast-rising local band at Fitzgerald's, and I was supposed to go but I completely forgot. Ahhh! Tsunami Bomb and Beligerous. And I'm going to miss it. ::Tears:: :( I really wanna cry, I'm in love with Agent M and I could have seen her tonight, but once again my plans are foiled by this rotten sense of memory that I have..
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(no subject) [Aug. 26th, 2004|10:52 pm]
[Current Mood |geeky]
[Current Music |Kittie - Brackish]


How much of a pirate are you?
Name
Age
Sex
Favorite Color
Lucky number
How much of a pirate are you - 98%
you are a real pirate TRUE
This Quiz by flyernotes06 - Taken 25 Times.
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New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology and Horoscopes



Haw! I showed you alll. I am a real pirate. ♥

My sister [16] is crying because my dad turned her cell phone off, because someone stole it. It makes me laugh a little on the inside.. Aw, hell. It makes me laugh on the outside too.

I made a nifty green nail polish color by painting my nails black, and then adding a layer of lime green. Ohman, I'm an over-acheiver.

Ignorance doesn't run in the blood. )
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(no subject) [Aug. 26th, 2004|04:58 am]
Last night while doing the dishes, I managed to stab my index finger with a meat tenderizer. Well, my finger is tender now. And it's leaking blood. Yippee?
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Doom doom doom Dooooooooom [Aug. 25th, 2004|05:43 pm]
School was great today, I think. They finally fixed my schedule so that I'm in track as opposed to basketball, so I ended up in a new Algebra class. My algebra class happens to suck a lot less than my other one, so that's good. But there's this kid in my new class that kind of won't leave me alone. He calls me Sugar-lips. And he won't leave me alone, and I have to sit right next to him, it's not cool.

We had a firedrill in 4th period and when I went outside, I found that Emo Boy and I decided to talk to him, because he always looks lonely. Haha, he's hilarious. He just stands around all day and looks at stuff. I've never seen him with anyone. Apparently he has a name, Brandon. So I just made him talk to me, and he looked pretty unenthused, so I dismissed him. :)

In track, we just lifted weights and stuff, I haven't done that in a long time, so I'm pretty sore.

Danny's trying hard to repair our relationship [he was one of the ones that I 'broke up with'on Sunday] but I'm not so sure if I want that. It makes me feel good to know he's apologetic, though.

In German, Frau Bauske tells us that if/when we go to Austria, which we probably will, the legal drinking age is 16 so if students are or look 16+, the school can't do anything to stop them from drinking because it's legal. That makes me tons of uncomfortable, drunk people are creepy and the scent of alcohol makes me nauseous. ♥
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2004|06:57 pm]
[Current Mood |productive]

School today wasn't so bad as people tend to expect it to be. I think when you're getting ready to go somewhere, or start something, you should have no expectations. That way, no matter how much it blows, it didn't disappoint you. Does that make sense? If you don't expect anything, it can't let you down.

Anyways, that was a little off-topic.. )

In other news... I got a 96 on my biology test :D
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2004|08:37 pm]
[Current Mood | relieved]
[Current Music |Marilyn Manson- Rabble Rouser]

So.. life in Houston. Tonight was a revelation for the close-knit cluster of friends that I once belonged to. I always noticed that they treated me a little different than the rest of them, though the only real difference between us all is that I'm half black. I decided that that's all bullshit and I didn't feel like letting them walk all over me anymore. So tonight I told them all how much I really hate them. And now I have almost no friends left. I don't feel any different, because I don't think I really ever liked them anyways. All I have now is Rachel and Missy. But they're both really awesome, and they're both always introducing me to tons of new people. I'm sure all my "old" friends will do something, and I'll end up 'un-disowning' them, but I'll always hate them just as much. Oh well, I guess. That's life, right?
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